I am bored.. in general

How come every time I walk, you crawl?
Then you cut out all the letters that make up this note
I won't, I won't give up until I find out
until I find what happened to you
The solution inhaled from the rag I hold
holds a maximum vacancy

You're not there...
I poke needles in the neck of a doll
She pokes back...
asking why can't I just let her lie